*** Artists ~ ***

~remembered~ ~ Artists ...

June 25th 2009

rock bottom ... again.
dealing with life endings, strangely enough, still silently *** ...still ...

triggered into the feeling once more ... maybe I'm ashamed or afraid to admit this ... however ... I needed to write it down ... share it with the air around me ...

* Yasmine ~

* MJ~

~this is it ...

It's a familiar feeling ~ being at the very bottom of your pain, your grief, and then having to discover there's another floor down ... and another one ... and I know that I can't run

only undergo

and go under ...

As nobody knows me either, really, but then again, I haven't given anyone a fair chance to ... afraid to drop the mask, my veil, showing people what I think they want to see ...
Francois de la Rochefoucauld : "We are so accustomed to disguise ourselves to others, that in the end we become disguised to ourselves."
Therein I acknowledge that most probably I have become disguised to mySelf, and I guess that has to be the first step back ... in starting all over again ? ~ finding courage ... to choose *** ... and ...

... take down the veil ...

(Krekel 4Wolf)