Lost-in-shadows ~

lost-in-shadows ~
In complete darkness
I live in the shadows of a Life
try to hide from the world
with judgements overwhelming
in constant fear of condemnation
when outside their lines - my thing

In these mists of confusion
I live a lie
try to hide from the accusing crowds
who are too blind to see
the walls fencing the sorrow
inside of me

this sadness strikes the chord
of grief
so trapped inside my mind
which tears me
into pieces - how deep will I dive
cause that what may kill me
now keeps me alive ...

There is no Try but only Do
and not-to-need
keeps me dwelling "in between"
resist the hurts
un-break my chains ~
these never-healing bruises
my everlasting gains ..

the sound of white
echoed from an indifferent sea
if I am dying inside
nobody knows it ... but me.

Krekel ~ 4Wolf.

~alone-nesses

~ alone-nesses

~ alone-ness

create

new words in
the mind ..
create
nothing else..

beyond creation
past creating

before nothing-ness
after dead-lines

in between
shadows , light,
always
in night ..

so should night fall
before it is caught ...
-stop time ..

(krekel -4wolf.)