At a certain Time, you stop belonging to a certain Space ~
At a cetain Time, you stop belonging to a certain Space ...
How does it get to be so hard ? You turn your head for a fraction of a second, and whiiii, Life has shifted ~
I feel as if I'm in the middle of this big junction - an intersection of roads - where do I go from here?
The Time to 'have left' has passed ~ the Space is 'to change' ?
and I ... will evaporate ... from minds and memories ... and once again , disappear.
How many Times does one need to do this ?
When does one know it will be the final exit - this Time around - or soon - or later ?
Can I choose ... sooner please !
Is this actually the Wolf-core that should guide my being ?
or is it a phantom in my head - that one again ?- that tries to blind my perspective ?
Time to start making a choice ~ any choice ~ instead of wandering around through oblivion ?
the ego-side of this makes it hard to 'do the right thing' ; and that is only one
snap out of the mood which is dark and blurred and victim-like ...
my thoughts create ?
oops - wrong creations so far ...
or perhaps wrong is too impossible a word - there is no wrong, no right ; yet the outcome will be so different.
so snap out already !!
What do you do ...
What do you do ...
... when you just remembered the "how it works" again ...
I created my own reality ? So how come I did such a lousy job at it ? Why did I create a void, a no man's land ?
If this 'lone wolf' had chosen to think greater thoughts, situations would be different ?
Or indeed, if there was a higher purpose, a plan, other than the one I wanted , is this the way to find out ?
The only certainty at this point is the fact that yes, I am in my own no man's land , and no , I did not bring my roadmap ... or I did not have one ... or I was supposed to have drawn that map myself - as well ?
and for which silly scary stupid unacceptable ... reason did I not do that ??
As you go along, it sometimes feels as if you're no longer in 'control' ~ but there is nothing further from the truth than that ~ so how come you feel it that way ?
An old proverb claims, a person will not ever discover new oceans, if he hasn't got the courage to lose sight of the shore ... and maybe I can't discover 'the purpose', if I dare not leap "around the riverbend" ...
Can I choose ? ... Right now, ... I liked the shore ...
How does it get to be so hard ? You turn your head for a fraction of a second, and whiiii, Life has shifted ~
I feel as if I'm in the middle of this big junction - an intersection of roads - where do I go from here?
The Time to 'have left' has passed ~ the Space is 'to change' ?
and I ... will evaporate ... from minds and memories ... and once again , disappear.
How many Times does one need to do this ?
When does one know it will be the final exit - this Time around - or soon - or later ?
Can I choose ... sooner please !
Is this actually the Wolf-core that should guide my being ?
or is it a phantom in my head - that one again ?- that tries to blind my perspective ?
Time to start making a choice ~ any choice ~ instead of wandering around through oblivion ?
the ego-side of this makes it hard to 'do the right thing' ; and that is only one
snap out of the mood which is dark and blurred and victim-like ...
my thoughts create ?
oops - wrong creations so far ...
or perhaps wrong is too impossible a word - there is no wrong, no right ; yet the outcome will be so different.
so snap out already !!
What do you do ...
What do you do ...
... when you just remembered the "how it works" again ...
I created my own reality ? So how come I did such a lousy job at it ? Why did I create a void, a no man's land ?
If this 'lone wolf' had chosen to think greater thoughts, situations would be different ?
Or indeed, if there was a higher purpose, a plan, other than the one I wanted , is this the way to find out ?
The only certainty at this point is the fact that yes, I am in my own no man's land , and no , I did not bring my roadmap ... or I did not have one ... or I was supposed to have drawn that map myself - as well ?
and for which silly scary stupid unacceptable ... reason did I not do that ??
As you go along, it sometimes feels as if you're no longer in 'control' ~ but there is nothing further from the truth than that ~ so how come you feel it that way ?
An old proverb claims, a person will not ever discover new oceans, if he hasn't got the courage to lose sight of the shore ... and maybe I can't discover 'the purpose', if I dare not leap "around the riverbend" ...
Can I choose ? ... Right now, ... I liked the shore ...
posted by 4Wolf (krekel) at 1:03 am
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