Another turn ~

Another year has started ... turned us away from the previous one ...
Time ~ a people thing ; people invented calendars, timetables , schedules on meassurements based on Time ...
Trying to create a certain 'order' in whatever chaos someone believed us to be in ??

Time in this way and manner moves too fast !
And my for-ever lesson keeps repeating itself ~ letting go of what has passed ... not clinging onto the things that are to be left behind ... everything evolves ... everything is in constant evolution ...
so should I be ? then why resenting to say goodbye to another one year, instead of embracing a new one and being thankful for any new opportunity or adventure ...

Wolf Time is flow with the Natural cycles of Mother Earth ~
can I do that , attempt it, and will it free my spirit if I do ?

After this season holiday, I will have to take over someone's classes ... help !
Will I be able to do this ? Do I want to do this ?
Panic, chaos, doubt, hesitation ... been there before, done it all , still keeps recurring ??
Sleepless nights and troubled days ... I just created my own stressy hell - again ...
No way of turning back , this one-way street I'm on keeps me going forward, I should let it carry me there, instead, I keep trying to hit the emergency breaks ... in vain !!

and maybe my 'new pack' will not be so bad ?